I need help i dont know whats going on, am i crazy or what?

You're mentally challenged, jk jk sorry I had to crack that joke :) Anyways, for the answer is actually simple. You are a logic learner, something not many have in common. You just see everything from a logical point of view, 2+2=4 done. You need to be thankful to God, this form of thinking isn't really common. I'm also guessing that you are a left handed, please answer me back on that part.